Last year he made all my wishes come true, this year he took them all away! Dreams arent real!

so yea ... I should have been paying attention to the deceptive storm that was brewing up instead of wasting my life away on empty dreams!



I wanted so much to trust & believe again ....


Yea ... I should have known better & left that dream in the sea!


Guess it was far too much to ask for ....
Oh, how I wish just once in my life ...


Truth is ... love is a beautiful lie! ....


ending this year the way it begin
& on with the next written in the sand
I'll never trust another mortal man
fuck em' all ...
cause all that decepive shit aint God's plan!


I will always be my own inspiration ...
because no one else cares ....


but I will always ...

my beautiful fantasy ........


cause only he could make me smile, even briefly, through all this lifeful of fakeness ....
The End ..... :-(