soooo yea, wtf ever!

if I dont feel sorry for & inspire myself to get through this f**ed up life, then I'd never see tomarrow cause I sure the hell aint got noone else that gives a damn to inspire me,that cares to help me back up again. If I have to crawl on my knee's until I get to a place/point that I can stand again, then that's what I gotta do! At least I'm in that perfect position to pray to the only one who truely listens,hears or cares about me! When you almost loose your life, it show's you to take it literally, too many live it carelessly ...

all I can do is to remind myself ...