Missing love ... his love!

In this damned depressed funk
God I miss love so frucking much
How could he ever not believe
just how much he means to me

I toss & turn
cant never sleep
my body's tired
and growing weak

I fight this battle
but loosing fast
just trying to believe
this too shall pass

why oh why
do I love so strong
then every time
it turns out wrong?

drowning in my tears
I'm sinking fast
exhaulsted of life
being just an outcast

I need some peace
Please God have mercy
if I have to stay here
to finish this mission for thee
please make him see :-(
(c)RobinLynn 5/2011