in the works ... just venting ...

so can I, will I be deceitful
just because I can
it is just so different
with my fantasy island man

he loves me for me
dont fill my head with dreams
he's just my far away
fantasy ....

He know's what I want
and is there when the need
7 years as good friends
my best friend indeed

I will not have another's
that wants only me for fun
for my heart will feel wretched
and my battle will not be won ...

they all say I'm a good woman
every man's fantasy
then why or why is it
none ever want to keep me ...

like the theifs in the night
they ravish my soul
and wanta treat my body
like it is pure gold
but not a care
as to what my heart truely feels
and leave me behind
to have to just deal ...

a good woman they say
pure & rightous in heart
I cant not be honest
from the very start
and if reaching high
make's them think I'm insain
then I'll just reach higher
cause I cant play their lustful games ...

Yes I need and want a man
to love me deep down to my soul
and yes I can be that fantasy
that I am told ...

but it's only for him,who truely loves me
for I'm not that hoe,they can pick up on the street!
a freak in the sheet's & a lady on the street
but true love for me, just doesn't seem in reach ...

Love me tender,love me true
I can be that freak
if I really love you ...

Love is Patient, Love is Kind?
I just want love that wants all mine!

I just wanta be
all I can be
for someone special
other than me

I'm not a good poet and I know it
I'm just a writer from the heart,
who's mind wonder's in too many directions ...

(c)RobinLynn4/23/10