I'm There Again ...

I'm there again
and I'm scared
I keep reaching out
but no one to care

I'm there again
and I'm scared
Dear Lord God why
was it my life you spared?

I'm there again
and I'm scared
the stress,the struggle
I simply cant bare

I'm there again
and I'm scared
That I'll go to hell
If I dare.

I'm there again
and I'm scared
this fucked up life
has been so unfair

I'm there again
and I'm scared
the wall's are closing in
as I sit in this chair

I'm there again
and I'm scared
I search for an answer
but where?

I'm there again
and I'm scared
Dear Lord God, Why
am sentenced to live my life in dispair?

I'm there again
and I'm scared.

©RobinLynn 12/01/08